Emily Ratajkowski remembers her first sexual experience and it was not consensual: “I hated myself …”

Emily Ratajkowski shares her horrible sexual experience (Image Credit: Instagram / emrata)

Actress Emily Ratajkowski admitted she ‘hated’ herself for what happened when she was just 14, saying she had slept with the person she identified only as 16-year-old “Owen” when she was too drunk to refuse. . .

She wrote in her new book ‘My Body’: “I wish someone had explained to me that I don’t owe him anything. Why didn’t my 15-year-old me scream at the top of my lungs? Who had taught me not to scream? I hated myself… I didn’t tell anyone what happened that weekend with Owen. This is what you do. This is the beginning of how you forget. “

Emily Ratajkowski admitted that she is not the only woman she knows whose early sexual experiences “border on non-consent,” reports femalefirst.co.uk.

Emily Ratajkowski reflected for The Sunday Times magazine: “That was sex without consent. I was so young. I hadn’t even had sex before. So many young women I know, their first early sexual experiences border on lack of consent. “

The 30-year-old star, who has a seven-month-old son Sylvester with her husband Sebastian Bear-McClard, felt conflicted about her appearance as a teenager, recalling being sent home from a school dance when she was 13. after her outfit. She was deemed “too sexy” and was warned by her relatives, including her father, to be careful with her body and the clothes she wore.

Ratajkowski said: “It was difficult for me. In many ways, having my stomach in school felt like a challenge. As if no one is going to tell me how to dress. That is definitely what my mom felt. ‘My daughter shouldn’t be ashamed of her body, it should be celebrated and maybe she should even try to work on it and see what she can get out of life by exploring that opportunity.’

“But I got so many mixed signals. I had guys at school let me know they thought I was hot, while also feeling deeply embarrassed because it made adults uncomfortable, “concluded Emily Ratajkowski.

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